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    Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
    11:22 pm
    Ok updating.

    I guess things are going pretty good right now, although Im feeling oddly depressed at the moment. I really can never be alone without that feeling, though. Thats one of the reasons why I really want to take next summer and go to Paris. All by myself. And work. Yup, just me and my limited knowledge of the French language at some little cafe and a crappy apartment. That'll knock some sense into me.

    I really hate it when boys wear girl's pants.

    So, I really miss high school. I wish I could go to prom. And Im sure that when I graduate (from my stupid 5 year degree) Ill say that i miss college. But right now all i can think about is how easy it was to not have to make desicions. Not like the classes were easier, but life was i guess. And your friends are always there. You're never alone.

    I miss David right now. Whenever we're apart we fight like a son of a bitch. I sure wish I could be at his apartment, cuddling with him on his stupidly comfortable airbed and talking about our crappy days. Now I know why people move out of their parents houses. Im so grateful that he came back from Vermont. I really cant live without him. Hes my life because I love him so much. And Im his. I hope.

    I take pity on the people who live alone. People with no friends. It drives a person to their own thoughts. Its maddening.

    I wish my parents thought I was a better person. They make me feel bad for being in love. Ever try to talk to your parents about marriage? It doesnt work. My advice would be not to try it. Although this isnt why they necessarily think Im a "bad" person, its the attitude towards this subject that tends to pervade all conversations about David. Everything I say is so disapproved. Cant they see that Im in love? Do they have to make me feel bad for wanting to visit my boyfriend, or go with him to someplace he's never been, or being with him particularly, and not someone who embodies the traits that they thought he possesed before he ruined their high expectations? Will they ever just get over it and approve of him? Will his parents approve of me, EVER? No. Because theyre trained to make you question your own thoughts constantly.

    Life is miserable and wonderful. Do we live to live, or do we live for emotions? I think the latter. We marry for happiness, comfort, security, companionship. We get depressed. We get sad and lonely and angry. We travel, or skydive, or cheat to have fun, be excited, awake. Life's all about the emotions we feel, which is stupid, yet we cant affect them no matter how much we want or dont want to feel them.

    I hate and love writing at the same time. And I feel some odd need to apologize for the overall dreariness of this entry, almost as if this journal isnt for my personal use, and is meant more as a means of entertainment for some unknown reader, and as if life never has its down moments. And on that thought, the thought that this is MY journal and I dont give a flying fuck if someone doesnt like what i write in it because Im not going to fabricate and lie about what im really thinking and feeling for someone else, I realize that I can end this entry without a conclusion if I want to. Without any closure, just as most things are left, no matter how much we want it. Closure- in arguments, relationships, lives, stories, and everything else- is what we seek, but rarely ever achieve.

    I need a project.
    Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
    1:19 pm
    correction:


    I have great, fantastic, wonderful friends who will always and have always been there for me, but they all live in Tampa.
    Sunday, February 5th, 2006
    4:34 pm
    SO here it is, Superbowl sunday, and im doing this bullshit. The only reason i am is because I have no friends. Yeah, I said it, I wasted the cruicial friend-making period of college by attaching myself to my boyfriend, who dumped me twice and is still not treating me how i deserve to be treated. So i have no friends, i have plenty of accquaintances but no friends, really. because nobody invites me places, nobody calls me, nobody leaves me messages on my white board or sends me emails. maybe its because im boring. maybe thats because im depressed. maybe im depressed because i have no friends. and because im stuck in a dead end relationship and a dead end major and a dead end life. i absolutely hate where i am right now. i hate fsu, i hate my dorm, i hate the people around me, i hate tallahassee, i hate being a music major, i hate my clothes, i hate my outlook on life, i hate being depressed, i hate having bad grades, i hate being 17, i hate my relationship and i hate myself. yes, i hate myself, and i didnt before i started dating felix. did i get too dependent on him? i think so. i hate how i complain, and how im a bitch, and how i dont make good first impressions, and how i dont get music theory, and how i have floaters in my eyes that are really fucking annoying, i hate that i dont drink, i hate my classes, i hate this weather, i hate everything about my life right now. I HATE FEELING SAD ALL THE TIME AND I HATE CRYING! and i hate that LOST never plays new episodes, and i hate homework, and i hate that i dont have cable or a boyfriend that loves me, or a seattle seahawks jersey, and most specifically, any friends, and i hate that im writing this right now, and i hate that felix hasnt called me yet, and i hate that i dont know what to do, and i hate that my roommate is gone all the time, and i hate needing to practice right now, and i hate how my room is a mess. and i hate that i dont know what is wrong ever, but i really do and i cant do anything about it. and i hate that its only going to get worse, and my life is only going to get worse from here.
    Thursday, August 11th, 2005
    12:12 am
    Sorry this entry is so long and pointless, im bored. Btw, "David" is Felix's middle name and what he is going by now, so to solve the confusion, remember that.
    (X) snuck out of the house
    (x) gotten lost in your city/state
    ( ) saw a shooting star
    (X) been to any other countries besides the united states
    ( ) had a serious surgery
    (x) gone out in public in your pajamas
    (x) kissed a stranger
    (x) hugged a stranger
    (/) been in a fist fight
    ( ) been arrested
    ( ) done drugs
    (X) had alcohol
    ( ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
    (X) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
    (x) made out in an elevator
    (x) swore at your parents
    (/) kicked a guy where it hurts
    (x) been in love
    (x) been close to love
    (x) been to a casino
    () been skydiving
    (x) broken a bone
    () been high
    (x) skinny-dipped
    (x) skipped school
    (X) flashed someone
    ( ) saw a therapist
    (?) done the splits
    (x) played spin the bottle
    (x) gotten stitches
    (X) had an IV
    () drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
    (x) bitten someone
    (X) been to Niagara Falls
    (X ) gotten the chicken pox
    (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
    () kissed a member of the same sex
    (/) crashed into a friend's car
    () been to Japan
    (x) ridden in a taxi
    () been dumped
    () shoplifted
    () been fired
    () ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
    (x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
    () stole something from your job
    () gone on a blind date
    (x) lied to a friend
    () had a crush on a teacher
    (X ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
    (x) been to Europe
    () slept with a co-worker
    () been married
    () gotten divorced
    ( ) had children
    () saw someone die
    ( ) been to Africa
    (x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
    (x) Been to Canada
    (X) Been to Mexico
    (x) Been on a plane
    ( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
    ( ) Thrown up in a bar
    () Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
    (x) Eaten Sushi
    (/) Been snowboarding
    () Met someone in person from the internet
    (x) Been moshing at a rock show
    () Been to a moto cross show
    ( ) lost a child
    (X ) gone to college
    ( ) graduated college
    ( ) done hard drugs
    (x) miss someone right now
    ( ) Threw up on a roller coaster


    1. Name: Lauren
    2. Your Nick Names: None
    4. Place of Birth: New Jersey
    5. Zodiac Sign: Taurus
    6. Male or Female: female
    7. Your last name: this is how sexual predators find dumb people.
    8. School: FSU!
    9. Occupation: student
    10. Residence: Tallahassee
    11. Screen Name: another way...(To quote family guy)-> "Oh! You got me! I almost had him too! Ill get him!" "Haha, yeah, I bet you will!"

    Your Appearance___

    12. Hair Color: brown/blonde
    13. Hair Long or Short: long
    14. Eye Color: blue
    15. How do your nails look: long and "garnet"
    16. Height: 5' 11"
    17. Do you have a crush on someone: my super-sexy boyfriend!
    18. Do u like yourself: yup!
    19. Braces?: nope
    20. Think you're hot: well, this is a stupid question, but i guess so, why would i want to think otherwise?
    21. Piercings: 2 holes in each ear
    22. Tattoo: yeah right, how would one look when im 80 years old?
    23. Righty or Lefty: righty

    ___Your 'Firsts'___

    24. First Kiss: Sean Pearsall...ugh.
    25. First B.F/ G.F: same as above
    26. First best friend(s): Nicole Nazarese
    27. First Award: well, those stupid ones for soccer and stuff, but i got something for the invention convention, plus band awards
    28. First Sport You Joined: i hate sports, i guess ballet
    29. First pet: dog, barkley
    30. First Holiday: 4th of July
    31. First Concert: NSYNC
    32. First Love: David yacht

    ___ Favorites___

    33. Movie: History of the World, Young Fankenstein
    34. TV Show: Spongebob, Family Guy, Sex and the City
    35. Color: pink, brown, irridescent
    36. Bands: The Starting Line, the Killers, Muse, and classic rock bands
    37. Song: see the next survey
    38. Food: swedish fish, garlic mashed potatoes, chocolate cake
    39. Drink: anything fruity and alcoholic
    41. Sport To Play: tennis
    42. Favorite sport To Watch: football
    43. Brand Of Clothing: ae
    44. Stores: ae, abercrombie, hollister (im a brand whore)
    45. School: FSU by default, Brown University
    46. Animal: see next survey
    47. Books: Wuthering Heights, Catch-22, Slaughterhouse-5
    48. Magazines: Cosmo

    ___Currently___

    49. Eating: nothing
    50. Drinking: nothing
    52. Online?: to be on livejournal would be to be online.
    53. Listening to: nothing
    54. Thinking About: david (felix)
    55. Wanting To: cuddle
    56. Watching: the computer
    57. Wearing: kentucky derby shirt and cheerleading shorts

    ___Your Future___

    58. Want Kids?: yes, Catherine, Ellowyn, and Sirius
    59. Want to Get Married?: yes, to Philip David Yacht
    60. Careers in Mind: lawyer, politician, Secretary of State

    __Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

    67. Cute or Sexy: cute
    68. Lips or Eyes: eyes
    69. Hugs or Kisses: hugs
    70. Short or Tall: tall
    71. Easy going or serious: easy going
    72. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic
    73. Fatty or Skinny: skinny
    74. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
    75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
    76. Sweet or Caring: isnt that both?
    77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: hesitant
    ___Have You Ever___

    78. Kissed a Stranger: sort of, i didnt know my first bf
    79. Drank Alcohol: yes
    80. Smoked: no
    81. Ran Away From Home: no
    82. Broken a Bone: yup my pelis in 2 spots
    83. Got an X-ray: so many theyve quarantined me to Trinoble
    84. Broken Someones Heart: no
    85. Broke Up With Someone: yes
    86. Turned Someone Down: yes
    87. Cried When Someone Died: yes, my great aunt and George Burns. lol
    88. Cried At School: yes

    ___Do You Believe In___

    89. God: yes
    91. Love At First Sight: yes
    92. Ghosts: no
    93. Aliens: yes
    95. Heaven: hopefully there is one
    96. Hell: not sure, but probably
    98. Kissing on The First Date: yes
    99. Horoscopes: yes :D

    ___Answer Truthfully___
    100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have?: well, i want David but he's leaving for VT, but hes not "leaving me", so i guess i have him but just not close by, and of course, a tall, dark, handsome, built Irishman. And Michael Caine and Hugh Grant in one bed. lol jk honey i love you!

    Know More About:
    nameLauren
    age17
    favorite sodamountain dew code red
    favorite showfamily guy, sex and the city, spongebob, the nanny
    favorite mallinternational, or palisades in NY
    favorite storeamerican eagle
    favorite timedusk
    favorite petmy doggy, barkley :)
    favorite animalhorses, manatees, and frogs
    favorite cdthe starting line-say it like you mean it, the killers-hot fuss
    favorite costumethe ones my mom made me when i was little- jasmine, cinderella, and josephina the american girl doll :)
    favorite candyreeses, 100 grand
    favorite carmine! hyundai tiburon, and of course, the mini cooper :D
    favorite cerealcheerios
    favorite blanketone my grandma made me
    favorite stuffed animalteddy that david (felix) got me, my "snuggles fabic softener" bear
    favorite pair of shoesmy awesome steve madden stillettos
    worst haircutshort! ugh
    worst pair of shoesmy old marching band nikes
    worst habitgetting pissed over stupid things
    worst time4 pm
    best article of clothingright now, anything i just bought for school, other than that, the adidas pants i lost in europe :(
    best family memberi love all my family equally, but im very partial to my grandma
    best tv stationnickelodeon
    best radio stationwell, they all suck...101.5 is cool b/c its all '80s all the time. but 97x is ok.
    best songthe best of me (TSL), anything by the rolling stones, back in black (ACDC), all these things that ive done (killers) and bohemian rhapsody (queen)
    best year2012
    most annoying personleah. sorry, but its true. :(
    favorite friendwell i have a soft spot for david (felix), but i think my best friends are liz, mir, kass, adam, and jamie
    favorite fonttimes. simple. but Curlz MT is cool too.
    favorite colorpink, brown, and irridescent
    favorite weekdayTuesday
    favorite music boxsnowglobes i had as a kid, or one my dad bought me with my name on it :)
    favorite pizza toppingpineapple
    most hated classstatistics, chemistry, and anything math.
    favorite classenglish, music classes, government classes
    favorite dvdMel Brooks' History of the World Part 1, Monty Python and the Holy Grail
    cds you ownseveral, but i dont really listen to them.
    dvds you ownOnly a few
    pets you owndog and a bird
    size bed you sleep ona futon! alright!...not!
    most random thing in your rooma sticker that kass gave me that says Bee-yacth, and 2 plastic pirate action figures
    last thing you stole/reposesseda traffic cone
    last person you talked todavid (felix)
    last ringer you had on your phoneBack in Black (ACDC), before it was Bananaphone
    favorite ringerthe popeye one i had when me and david started dating
    most recent collectionpatches
    favorite wordi have so many, i love the expression "everybody and their brother" and "shits and giggles" though.
    favorite clublike nightclub? or school club? well in either case, im not very experienced.
    favorite snackcheez-its
    favorite pillowi hate my pillows!!!
    favorite photographi love the photostrips me and david (felix) did at the mall
    favorite article of jewelrymy sapphire ring and diamond earrings
    favorite languagefrench is the prettiest, but i know spanish and some italian, but the best is english with an irish accent!
    favorite travel necessitya shirt that smells like david (felix)
    favorite placenew york city
    favorite shampoocitre shine
    favorite conditionersame
    favorite body washdove soap
    favorite roommatewell, i have 2 that i dont really know yet, so i guess Caitin and Sasha? lol
    legos or k'nex?legos
    flamingoes or llamas?flamingoes
    dolphins or egrets?dolphins
    zodiac signtaurus
    favorite deodorantsoft and dri
    favorite flowerlilies and these kind from publix that i dont know
    favorite scary moviepsycho
    favorite funny movieHistory of the World
    favorite bookWuthering Heights
    favorite mythwell, i like Jason and the Argonauts if it includes Medea, and Oedipus is cool too.
    favorite authorKurt Vonnegut, George Orwell
    favorite teacherNorris, Donataccio, Braddy
    favorite restaurantSam Seltzers, The Melting Pot
    favorite instrumentflute! and piccolo... :)
    magazines or books?books
    pens or pencils?pens
    walmart or target?TARGET!
    dennys or ihop?dennys
    heinz or hunt's?heinz! IT TASTES BETTER! SCREW THE ELECTION!
    favorite sandwichpbj!
    blimpie or subway?subway but it sucks too, i like publix
    insane or mentally unstable?whatever happened to just plain CRAZY?
    baseball hats or visors?hats
    football or soccer?football
    tennis or swimming?tennis
    baseball or softball?baseball
    aim or msn?aim
    screenname...........

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    Current Mood: tired
    Monday, August 1st, 2005
    10:23 pm

    In 10 years I will be 27 years old. I will have finished graduate school, hopefully have a law degree from Stanford, Georgetown, Harvard, or the like, and will be married if everything occurs according to plan (which life never does). I hope to still be alive by then. I hope to be living in New York City, part of a law firm or business for a couple years (as I will have graduated at 24) and have a baby on the way. I hope to still be ambitious, driven, sarcastic, jaded, and hopeful, no matter how contradictory those feelings sound. Without sarcasm, cynicism, and being jaded, ambition, drive, and hope are worthless. I hope to still maintain a good body. I hope I still like my hair, and I hope I have stayed in touch with the people that mattered most to me throughout middle/high school, college, and beyond. I hope my husband treats me exactly as I treat him. I hope my parents are happy. I hope my grandparents are still alive. I hope there will be flying cars. I hope we find intelligent life on other planets. I hope we cure stupidity, ignorance, and arrogance, and that I have erased those aspects from my personality. I hope that I can look back on this and not laugh at myself for being so presumptuous. But we all know that wont happen, dont we?

    This is what I wrote in response to Miriams post: Comment on where and who you want to be in 10 years. It got me thinking about what I wanted 10 years ago. When I was 7, I never dreamed that I would have done some of the things Ive done. I rebelled against the idea of being a lawyer, because thats what my parents thought I should do. Actually, I think I wanted to be a travel agent. I didnt ever think I would want to be a politician. I didnt even think about politics. I think I take even more things for granted now than I did then, which is very...indescribable. It makes me feel sick, like I hurt everyone with my lack of caring. It feels empty. My grandpa always told me that he would live forever because of the legacy he left with his children and grandchildren, that no matter what, someone would remember him because he was a good person. I feel  as though I have taken advantage of and used everyone in my life by being unappreciative and selfish. I think I will feel much better if I make a concious effort to try and help people to show how much I care. Notice I wrote that I hoped I would still be alive. Recently I think I have realized my own mortality. Its very disheartening, to think that I may not live until 20, because some person decided to drink and drive, or not fill his tires with air. I suppose thats why you have to live every day as if it were your last, no matter how cheesy that sounds, because, as my dad says, someday youll be right. I think if I try to do that, life will seem more meaningful. Its sad that I feel as if I cant go out because Im going to die. Is it silly to worry about that at such a young age? Maybe I need to see someone who can help get me out of this car-driving phobia. My parents would think that is the stupidest thing ever. But its a crippling fear, especially when I think of someone I love getting hurt the same way. I must sound like such a psycho. Good thing no one ever reads this then, huh? :) I think I have just been overwhelmed with all of these emotions coming with leaving for college. Its like the end of a book, or symbolically, of a life that Ive led for the past 17 years. Maybe thats why ive been so preoccupied with a fear of dying. Maybe I should be a psychologist. I think Im pretty good at analyzing my own crazy thoughts? Does anyone else have these kinds of emotions? Does anyone feel empty sometimes, even though they have a wonderful, full life? I guess thats more of a rhetorical question, but then again, this is more of a rhetorical post. So, in closing, disregard everything ive said, with the exception of: goodnight.



    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: Led Zeppelin- Stairway to Heaven
    Sunday, July 31st, 2005
    9:26 pm
    So Felix and I went on a date last night and saw Wedding Crashers and went to dinner. It was fun but I got sick during dinner and couldnt finish my delicious lobster :P. Anyway, the scariest thing happened. We were driving on Perrine Ranch going towards Seven Springs when a car coming the other way hit a van and blew out its tire. The car came into our lane and was coming at us head on, and we both turned into the grass in the ditch and missed each other by inches. We stopped facing each other, only a few inches between the bumpers, and the whole time, the girl in the passenger seat had her legs hanging out the window. Dumb ass. lol. Anyway, it was sooo scary. Thats 3 near-accidents that Ive had in like 3 weeks. Luckily, Felix was driving all of these times, so we didnt crash. If I had been driving, I think I would have. :(. I love him so much, Im going to be so lost without him next year. :(

    Current Mood: crushed
    Friday, July 29th, 2005
    10:24 pm
    Hm...
    Hanging out with him recently, I realized just how much Im going to miss him. He is going to be exactly 1415.37 miles away from me and Ill be lucky enough to see him every quarter. Im jealous of the people who are only a few hours from the one they love. I suppose if its meant to be, we will last throughout the hardship and it will test our love, no matter how cheesy that sounds. I just have to make sure to think about him every second of the day (im sure that will be sooo hard ;P) to remind myself of how lucky I am to have a wonderful, caring, adorable guy like him. :)

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Designers Challenge :D
    Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
    11:40 pm

    So here I am, July 27th, 2005 at 11:33 pm defying all the stances I have taken on online journals and the spread of horrible teenage lives by obtaining a (drumroll please)...Livejournal. For those of you who did not know, I had a Livejournal in junior year I believe, and since then I have decreed that I would never have one again because they are a pointless waste of time and frankly, I dont care about anyone else's pathetic lives and daily attempts to make amusing posts. But here I am with a journal. So three cheers for hypocrisy, may you flourish in my life and make me a true politician.

    So I got the journal to keep in touch with the people who are leaving, and who Im leaving. Just know that I care enough to shun the principles by which I have stood for at least a year and a half. To celebrate this occasion, Ill post this idiotic thing which truly captures the moronic waste of life that is Livejournal.

     

    I miss somebody right now. I watch more tv than I used to. I love olives. I love sleeping. I own a home. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I've done something illegal. I've watched porn movies. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I like my handwriting. I have acne-free skin... For the most part.. I like and respect Al Sharpton. I curse frequently. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I have a hobby. I've been to another country. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm really, really smart. I've never broken anyone else's bones. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. I love rain. I'm paranoid at times. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really, really fast sometimes. I have fresh breath in the morning. . I have semi-long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one brother and/or sister. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. I shave my legs. I have a twin. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way that I look. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months. I know how to do cornrows. I am usually pessimistic. I have mood swings. I think prostitution should be legalized. Fuck prohibition! I think Britney Spears is pretty. I have cheated on a significant other. I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I've been sexually intimate with more than ten people. I am currently single. I have kissed someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. I would rather shop than eat. I would classify myself as ghetto. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. I'm obsessed with my diary! I don't hate anyone. I'm a pretty good dancer. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I have never been in a real relationship before. I've rejected someone before.. I currently have a crush on someone I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've had the cops called on me before. I bite my nails. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club. I'm not deadly allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie. I am very shy around the opposite sex. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. I have at least 5 away messages saved. I have been rejected by someone. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I have avoided work to play on OD. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. I enjoy country music… more like LOVE. I love my best friend. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I watch soap operas whenever I can. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story". Halloween is awesome. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. I have dated a close friend's ex. I'm happy as of this moment. I have gone scuba diving. Had a crush on somebody you have never met. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. I play a musical instrument. I strongly dislike math. I'm procrastinating on something right now. I own and use a library card. I fall in "lust" more than in "love." Cheese enchiladas rock my socks. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C." I am resentful that I have to grow up. I am an entirely different person around different people. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often. I think ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world. I am suffering of a broken heart. I am a nerd. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely. I am left handed and proud of it. I try not to change who I am for someone. My heart resides below my feet. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. I enjoy smoothies. I have had major surgery. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA. I am listening to Radiohead right now. Some people call me by a nickname. I once stole a music stand. I like pumpkin pie. I love NASCAR! I own over 200 CDs. I work 7 days a week. - if you do this, please stop. I have mono. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor. I'm still in my PJs. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong guys, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate. I'll try anything three times. Done drugs other than alcohol or cannabis. I'm having trouble sleeping. I am a cuddler. I love John Waters films. I have made a pornographic videotape. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin. One of my boobs is bigger than the other. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song. I love backpacks. I'm a programmer. I can't explain why I'm unhappy at times. I own and have read all of the Harry Potter books. I like to smell my own hair. I carry a book with me almost everywhere I go. I don't take enough pictures. I am drinking a can of Dr. Pepper right now. The Siamese Cat Song from Lady and the Tramp freaks me out. I burp far more frequently and louder than my significant other. . I know what a capo is. I've jumped a (small) fence to go hot tubbing in the middle of the night. Everynight before I goto bed I wish my school would flood. I love stuffed animals and can't sleep w/o holding something/someone. I can't live without Diet Coke. I am easily fooled by people pretending to have good intentions.

     

    Ok, so that was semi-fun, but no one will read it, so I just wasted 10 minutes of my life. Oh well.

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